never would I have thought..

wp-image-343260426jpg.jpgwhen you take a chance and do something you never thought you would do..

It opens up so many possibilities.. No regrets tho.

But self-control  is needed.. discipline is needed

pleasure only last for so long.. then what.

Missing.. kisses..  replay..

new adventures..  lazy mornings

damn..  I want it all.. but i don’t need it.. it’s not good for me.. and what I have going on..

but I did enjoy the experience.. would I revisit it again..

maybe.. was I satisfied.. of course..

but it’s not permanent.  I’m cool with that because it ran its course.. and oh was it good…

I owe you. (faint smile)

marriage

black

 

I sometimes wonder if marriage is for me .. I seen the good the bad and the ugly.. Being with someone for 10 plus years kinda jaded me in the marriage department.

I mean I do want a companion.. but I don’t think I want the title and court obligations…

When it’s over I just want to be able to walk away and not have to fight for what i think is minds or yours..

In all actually, court marriages were never for black people.. this was a western practice that we took on when the drug us over here.. but that besides the point.

I see men and women in marriages where they are completely unsatisfied, hurting and plain unhappy..

I  don’t want that.. I mean I know each relationship doesn’t have all high times.. but I don’t want to be continuously unhappy because i’m tied to someone by a paper that filed with the state.

any who.. my mind might change..lol

Diced pineapples

Diced pineapple, tonight you shall reach a height that the sky won’t catch you
The highest form of my admiration
And I ain’t no connoisseur but I’m kinda sure you will admire my taste
But before the sun graze ya
I’m tryin to see how deep you are
And believe me shorty I ain’t talking about no intimate conversation
I wanna see if I can make you reach things unobtainable
When I peek into your nature
And I promise you my goals well exceed any physical pleasure
I wanna, give you whats better than better
The better my effort, the wetter her treasure
The more these mere moments seem like heavens or temporary forevers
Shorty get it together
Diced pineapple
May your love come down so my mind might have you
You designed my imagination
Let me redefine foreplay so you need five and
Tell me shorty you got it baby
If its not it baby, hope its progress baby
Let it all drip baby
If you stop that shaking, no more talking baby, no more talking baby

 

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WTF Wednesday

slang

 

So today is What The Fuck Wednesday..

Yeah I have have this new found love of cursing.. It makes me laugh a bit..lol

Any who.. have you ever has some shit that just came out of no where and you are left saying WTF?? like over and over again?

Well yea.. that has been happening to me quite often..

I enjoy it and look back and say.. WHAT The   FFFFFUUCCKKKK ..lol

Back to writing

2016 humbled the fuck out of me!.. lol

The Understanding of Dee

Geez I haven’t wrote in quite a while..

Lets see if I can do a recap..

OK

I got my heart broken.. 2 times ( ol sucka)

I got a promotion.. (yeah baby)

I ended a toxic friendship. (bye bish)

I made peace with some things in my pass. (namaste)

I took a major step identifying my short comings. (get’er done)

and I saved a bunch of money by not giving a fuck.

Oh and I’ve been saying no quite a bit which feels great!

2017 will be an adventure.. I plan on getting out more because 2016 humbled the entire hell out of me.. Shit I might write a book about 2016..lol

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