Know I know how an addict feels.. Wanting something.. Then knowing its not good for you.. Wanting just a taste to satisfy your needs. Then the dope man come to give you a free hit. You relapse and the high is sooo good. You just want to relive it.. Them you realize .. This high has cost so much.. So many sacrifices.. Much hurt.. And it doesn’t feel so good.
You just gotta stay clean. One day at a time