I really don’t understand you. You tell me to move on.. I check on you.. you don’t reply back.. you check on me .. I respond.. the you don’t reply back.
If you have no intentions of some day trying to make this work just leave me alone.. I promise I will get over it.. Just as soon as I get some normalcy you F it up.
I truly am trying to be understanding of what you went through.. and currently going through, but for my own sanity I either need closure or communication.
You haven’t properly conveyed either.
I still don’t understand how you go from “I love you” to ” I think you should move on”
What the hell?
I didn’t sign up for this.. I didn’t ask you to love me.. You did this.. you said it
I told I didn’t want to open up because of things like this..
I was ok with being single.. going on dates when ever I felt like going out. My routine was great.
But no.. you ruined it.
I can’t sleep at night because I’m constantly thinking about you.. Wondering if you are ok.. Wondering if you are hurting.
It’s hard for me to detach.
It’s not a switch I can just turn off and on whenever I get ready to.
Don’t make plans with someone then completely shut down.
I though a relationship was about being there for the person when they aren’t strong enough to stand on their own. Maybe I’m wrong..
The you send a text message… not a call.. not Lets meet so that we can talk..
Seriously? I think I deserve more than that..
I swear I don’t want to complicate an already complicated time for you.
Help me understand.