Me

I’m still learning the parts of me that no one will clap for.

I wish to live a life that causes my soul to inside my body.

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What one won’t teach me.. I will teach myself and teach others

Being told no doesn’t get me upset.. I honestly gives me power.. and some what of an adrenaline rush to get what I need and want. I thank the heavens for my mom.. she taught me early on to no accept no for and answer. Its like you tell me no.. ok.. now what are my options.. sit and sulk.. or get off my butt and make things happen.. I will always be an over achiever because of this.. what one won’t teach me.. I will teach myself.

Straight like that.

Tell the Truth Tuesday

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Tell the truth Tuesday…

I can’t stand for someone to string their shoes up tight.. I mean are they too big?

It just urks my last nerve.

I’ve actually broke up with someone because they wore the tennis shoes super tight. and they work socks with sandals.

Note: Any eligible bachelors please keep walking if you do this.

But I’m not vain tho..lol

i want to be an actress

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This is the second time this week I have thought of pursuing my dream of becoming an actress. I don’t know where to start , but that’s what I want to do. As a child i always thought about it, but I was always met with  rebuttals. I was met with “you are too dark”, “your are too fat” you’re a girl” , so I kind of just pushed it in the back of my mind. As i got older, started a family, it continued to get pushed further back into the closet along with the size 16 I use to wear in hight school..lol

But I’m ready to revisit my dream. I’m not sure how, I’m not sure where.. but it’s gone happen!

If you have any pointer please.. I repeat PLEASE! let me know..

Deep

This is deeper than 10 feet, deeper than roots in the concrete.

Maybe I’m tripping, i’m playing Chess and you’re  playing Checkers,

Or I’m playing Checkers and you’re playing whatever.

Maybe you’re not ready for me?

It’s funny how we get lost in transition.. the battle between the mind and the heart.

-First

Over sale?

I heard the question.. Why do women over sale themselves?  Why do we over extend? why do we divulge so much information?

Is it because we want to be liked?

Is it because we think we are not good enough?

hmm?

I don’t know.

I am what I am..

 

 

Bad Day

Bad Day

Man: God, can I ask You a question?
God: Sure
Man: Promise You won’t get mad …
God: I promise
Man: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do u mean?
Man: Well, I woke up late
God: Yes
Man: My car took forever to start
God: Okay
Man: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait
God: Hmm
Man: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call
God: All right
Man: And on top of it all, when I got home I just wanted to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn’t work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?

God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that
Man (humbled): OH
GOD: I didn’t let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
Man: (ashamed)
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn’t want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn’t afford to miss work.

Man (embarrassed): Okay
God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn’t even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Man (softly): I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all
of the power in your house tonight. I didn’t think you wanted to be in the dark.
Man: I’m Sorry God
God: Don’t be sorry, just learn to Trust Me…. in All things, the Good & the bad.
Man: I will trust You.
God: And don’t doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.
Man: I won’t God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for Everything today.
God: You’re welcome child. It was just another day being your God and looking after My Children.

To the reader:
I’m sorry to disturb you ! My name is God. You hardly have time for me. I love you and always bless you. I am always with you. I need you to spend 30 minutes of your time with Me today. Don’t pray. Just chat.  Tomorrow will be the Best Day of your life………please share me with others by passing this along to your friends and family……