It’s crazy.. when you know someone.. you fall insyc with them.. you know their patterns.. you lean their moods.. you call when they were just thinking about you…
It’s the connection…
but the thing is .. you can’t connect with just any and everyone..
you feel their grief.. you absorb their energy.. that isn’t alway good.
some connections need to be severed.. dismissed without looking back..
connections can be detrimental and erosive.
Protect that vibe love.
Sometimes you have to say.. Hell nah we can be friends again..
Don’t let someone take advantage of your kindness, your time, and your love.
All of those things are valuable.
Geez I haven’t wrote in quite a while..
Lets see if I can do a recap..
I got my heart broken.. 2 times ( ol sucka)
I got a promotion.. (yeah baby)
I ended a toxic friendship. (bye bish)
I made peace with some things in my pass. (namaste)
I took a major step identifying my short comings. (get’er done)
and I saved a bunch of money by not giving a fuck.
Oh and I’ve been saying no quite a bit which feels great!
2017 will be an adventure.. I plan on getting out more because 2016 humbled the entire hell out of me.. Shit I might write a book about 2016..lol
No pressure.. .. the lines of communication are open..
I mean we need to talk.. nothing in particular.. but everything and nothing..
The more you talk.. the more I listen..
the more I can decipher.. the more I learn..
but no pressure.. I just want to check out your vibrations..
Do you speak to me when no words are spoken..
Can I grow from you?
wonderful things have been created in the friend zone.
This morning I got up and walk 2+ miles, and I feel great! I walked with my friend Keke and when i tell you the convo was good!.. I haven’t known her for long but she drops nothing by realness. Str8 no chaser!
I love our morning walks!
You ever just want someone to just tell you the truth?.. But they refuse to do so? Avoid confrontation/ closure at all cost? Let me deal with my own emotions.. Font think for me… I got it
Fool me one time shame on you
Fool me twice, can’t put the blame on you
Fool me three times, fuck the peace signs
Load the chopper, let it rain on you …
what a weekend..
Each day I learn something new.. rather it’s how to do something.. or figuring out my surroundings.
I’m noticing I’m less tolerant of people and their actions. It’s a wonderful thing when you walk away from a situation that’s toxic and have no regrets.. I’m growing.
I realized that when someone tells you something.. believe them… It hurts like hell to stop caring for someone when they tell you they don’t want your love.
But.. like everything in this world.. Life goes on.
Time will make things better.
I had a friend visit me and she is such a breath of fresh air. I met her this year, and she has been more than a friend then some I’ve known for many years.. I thank God for that connection made.
Well that’s my weekend… looking forward to the week.. y’all have a good one!