I sometimes wonder if marriage is for me .. I seen the good the bad and the ugly.. Being with someone for 10 plus years kinda jaded me in the marriage department.
I mean I do want a companion.. but I don’t think I want the title and court obligations…
When it’s over I just want to be able to walk away and not have to fight for what i think is minds or yours..
In all actually, court marriages were never for black people.. this was a western practice that we took on when the drug us over here.. but that besides the point.
I see men and women in marriages where they are completely unsatisfied, hurting and plain unhappy..
I don’t want that.. I mean I know each relationship doesn’t have all high times.. but I don’t want to be continuously unhappy because i’m tied to someone by a paper that filed with the state.
any who.. my mind might change..lol
The morning is a new beginning.. you get to decide how your day will go.. Will I languish .. will I be forgiving.. will I reminisce about the old-time.. will i create new ones.
I am the author and the finisher.
I am happy.. even when I don’t want to be…
Life is beautiful.. but there is also pain..
But I won’t dwell on that..
I will enjoy the day..
I will get things accomplished..
and I will take a stroll in the mall.
I am the author.
I’m so ready for things to be normal.. It seems like when I’m finally in a ” happy place” all hell breaks lose!
Ever felt so at peace when everything around you is in total disarray?
Peace that surpasses all understand is an amazing thing.
So many ups and downs.. so many mixed feeling..
So much to do.. so little time.
May clarity give me purpose.. and may my purpose give me clarity.
God give me clarity.. give me direction.. Give me peace.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.
The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can’t go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.