connections

It’s crazy.. when you know someone.. you fall insyc with them.. you know their patterns.. you lean their moods.. you call when they were just thinking about you…

It’s the connection…

but the thing is .. you can’t connect with just any and everyone..

you feel their grief.. you absorb their energy.. that isn’t alway good.

some connections need to be severed.. dismissed without looking back..

connections can be detrimental and erosive.

Protect that vibe love.

 

me

never would I have thought..

wp-image-343260426jpg.jpgwhen you take a chance and do something you never thought you would do..

It opens up so many possibilities.. No regrets tho.

But self-control  is needed.. discipline is needed

pleasure only last for so long.. then what.

Missing.. kisses..  replay..

new adventures..  lazy mornings

damn..  I want it all.. but i don’t need it.. it’s not good for me.. and what I have going on..

but I did enjoy the experience.. would I revisit it again..

maybe.. was I satisfied.. of course..

but it’s not permanent.  I’m cool with that because it ran its course.. and oh was it good…

I owe you. (faint smile)

marriage

black

 

I sometimes wonder if marriage is for me .. I seen the good the bad and the ugly.. Being with someone for 10 plus years kinda jaded me in the marriage department.

I mean I do want a companion.. but I don’t think I want the title and court obligations…

When it’s over I just want to be able to walk away and not have to fight for what i think is minds or yours..

In all actually, court marriages were never for black people.. this was a western practice that we took on when the drug us over here.. but that besides the point.

I see men and women in marriages where they are completely unsatisfied, hurting and plain unhappy..

I  don’t want that.. I mean I know each relationship doesn’t have all high times.. but I don’t want to be continuously unhappy because i’m tied to someone by a paper that filed with the state.

any who.. my mind might change..lol

I am the author

venice2The morning is a new beginning.. you get to decide how your day will go.. Will I languish .. will I be forgiving.. will I reminisce about the old-time.. will i create new ones.

I am the author and the finisher.

I am happy.. even when I don’t want to be…

Life is beautiful.. but there is also pain..

But I won’t dwell on that..

I will enjoy the day..

I will get things accomplished..

and I will take a stroll in the mall.

I am the author.