I’m still learning the parts of me that no one will clap for.

I wish to live a life that causes my soul to inside my body.



What one won’t teach me.. I will teach myself and teach others

Being told no doesn’t get me upset.. I honestly gives me power.. and some what of an adrenaline rush to get what I need and want. I thank the heavens for my mom.. she taught me early on to no accept no for and answer. Its like you tell me no.. ok.. now what are my options.. sit and sulk.. or get off my butt and make things happen.. I will always be an over achiever because of this.. what one won’t teach me.. I will teach myself.

Straight like that.

self- gifting

Every year I gift myself something special.. Rather its a trip, a car, or something i’ve always wanted to do. I’m having a hard time thinking of things for this up coming year.

I always do a “sow into my future” gift… and a “self love – total pleasure” gift.

I want to grow my photography business, so i know i will defiantly be spending big bucks to expand in that area.. but I want to invest in my education.. not %100 sure in what area.. but I know i will..

Now on to my “self-love total pleasure” gift.. the top of my list is Jamaica¬†, Antigua… i’m not sure I¬†will be able to wing Fiji but it’s on my list maybe i’ll leave that for the honeymoon.

This weekend I did a small “self gifting”.. I went and got a mani/ pedi and took myself to lunch. I don’t even remember the last time i did that!. I’m always paying for new shoes for the kids, field trips, extra curricular activities and other things, that i forget about my self.

When momma isn’t happy… no one is

An that made me happy this weekend.

Sometimes you just have to treat yourself..

Don’t wait around for someone else to do.. do it yourself.



I constantly think about you.

You constantly invade my private thoughts.

I constantly envision the possibilities.

You constantly give me a reason to think about forever.

I constantly doubt that love is within my reach.

You constantly remind that you are within my grasp.


Why no one told me bout Kendrick!!


I want answers and I want them now!

So… a few days ago Kendrick Lamar song King Kunta played on my Iheart Wale station (thats Bae) > was like ohhhhh I can vibe with him.

I didn’t know Poetic Justice was his song. But i’m most defiantly intrigued with him. There isn’t much good music out right now.. but i can totally vibe with this guy right here..

And he’s a cutie!

I’m about to pimp a butterfly!