never would I have thought..

wp-image-343260426jpg.jpgwhen you take a chance and do something you never thought you would do..

It opens up so many possibilities.. No regrets tho.

But self-control  is needed.. discipline is needed

pleasure only last for so long.. then what.

Missing.. kisses..  replay..

new adventures..  lazy mornings

damn..  I want it all.. but i don’t need it.. it’s not good for me.. and what I have going on..

but I did enjoy the experience.. would I revisit it again..

maybe.. was I satisfied.. of course..

but it’s not permanent.  I’m cool with that because it ran its course.. and oh was it good…

I owe you. (faint smile)

marriage

black

 

I sometimes wonder if marriage is for me .. I seen the good the bad and the ugly.. Being with someone for 10 plus years kinda jaded me in the marriage department.

I mean I do want a companion.. but I don’t think I want the title and court obligations…

When it’s over I just want to be able to walk away and not have to fight for what i think is minds or yours..

In all actually, court marriages were never for black people.. this was a western practice that we took on when the drug us over here.. but that besides the point.

I see men and women in marriages where they are completely unsatisfied, hurting and plain unhappy..

I  don’t want that.. I mean I know each relationship doesn’t have all high times.. but I don’t want to be continuously unhappy because i’m tied to someone by a paper that filed with the state.

any who.. my mind might change..lol