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Romance or what eva

Sometimes I wonder if romance and courting still exist.. If passion is organic..

If people take dating seriously.

Maybe I ready too many love stories growing up.. DAMN you arabesque books!


I just be hopeing or whateva

I know what love is all about…

I use to think that love was just a weekend thing, the way you make me feel, sharing a moment
of emptiness, but you see that wasn’t nothing, cause the moment he left I forgot about him, until you came in and you showed me what it really felt to be loved, and kissed, and held, and prayed for, and
wanted, and nutured and guided, and  to be understood

Accidently on purpose



 Day dreams


They all remind of you…

 Your face is fading when I think of you.

 I was going to title this unfinished business…

But we will finish this… either today… or in a couple of forevers.

I want to walk away… but I need the satisfaction…  I crave your presence… when you are so far away…

 I miss your smile… your chocolate skin.

 The way you feel when I hug you and I rub my fingers over the muscles in your back.


 This can’t be life.

 But limbo is excruciating.

I think about our first time on the beach… I remember what I wore… That orange dress… and you stood back and you said you just want to see me walk…

 Damn I liked that shit…

 That was my first time kissing you…

Your lips were so sweet… soft… perfect… mines… at least I thought they were.

I waited 6 months to kiss you… I swear we kissed for hours… I’ve never in my 31 years did that… it was new do me… and i liked it very much.

 But that was then… and this is now.

The consistency… the unsureness… the unknown… its heartbreaking.

 I know I’m not perfect nor are you… but I thought we were perfect for each other.

 I feel like I kept pulling you… pulling you into something that you didn’t want to do… or at least not with me.

(Sigh). I’m not sure what else to do… I tried moving on… seeing other people… but it doesn’t feel the same…

 I don’t want anyone but you…


 I not sure what to do… I’m not sure what to say… but I love you… and I care for you… You have sadness that I can feel whenever I touch you… I wanted to help ease that…

I feel so at peace when I’m with you… relaxed… carefree…

But then I think about reciprocity.

you won’t comunicate with me.. you won’t tell me what upsets you.. what makes you happy.. and that hurts.

 Enough for now.. my head hurts.



Today I decided I’m running away

Baby today I’m running away.. I honestly can’t take it anymore..

I mean what can I say? this was long over due.. and I was not satisfied.

So baby I’m running.. I’m running from comfort and from mediocrity..

If I ever plan to live the life I want, I have to leave comfort behind.

Today I made my choice to speak to the universe and tell myself it will be ok..

I deserve every good thing that is coming my way.

passion, love, good energy, peace.. assurance

and it feels oh so go to leave..

opportunity is waiting for me..

What’s on my mind Monday

Ahh what a weekend!..

I can say I enjoyed myself.. and I enjoyed my family and friends.

whats on my mind? hmm.. a lot of things..

First thing is someone could say nothing.. and that could tell you everything you need to know.

Closure may not be the best thing in some instances.. and I’m trying to be ok with that.

Another thing that’s on my mind is that when you look good.. and feel good.. other can see and its something like a scent is set off in the atmosphere. Sometimes you mood may be off because of certain situation, but once you change your mindset.. you can see the brighter side of any situation.

Right now I’m in an ok spot.. my bills are paid.. my kids love me.. and I’m breathing.. so that’s a + right?