So today is What The Fuck Wednesday..
Yeah I have have this new found love of cursing.. It makes me laugh a bit..lol
Any who.. have you ever has some shit that just came out of no where and you are left saying WTF?? like over and over again?
Well yea.. that has been happening to me quite often..
I enjoy it and look back and say.. WHAT The FFFFFUUCCKKKK ..lol
I find my peace when Im in your arms..nothing even matters when you kiss my forehead. . you speak to me without words.. My body reacts without consent.. I find serenity while I lay on your chest.. Every thing feels so right.. My issues are put at ease.. Nothing really matters.
My heart rate becomes sumber..
I lazily rub my finger tips over your chest and your heartbeat conjure my to sleep…
Your chest ushers me to serenity.
So I’m preparing myself to write about the black woman’s demise.. culture. love. life.
I’m tired of seeing black women not love themselves..some of which i’ve suffered from..
The image that is conveyed is horrible.. All black women don’t get drunk party all night and sleep all day..
Hopefully i’ll have time tonight..
back to work…..
So I’ve been dating for the pass few months, most of them have been hits, some are total miss. Most of the time I attract guys who are the old school type, that like to pay for everything, which I’m cool with, but I also like to pay to give it some balance.
I’ve notice that once you are interested in that person you want to spend more time with them, and that can become costly. Lets take a look at it. If we go out three times a week, rather is just dinner, movies or a concert, that can be a small car note.
My question is does it take money to date? I personally think it doesn’t take a bunch.. but it take some.. even if it covers gas.. But other than that no. If you have an imagination and resourceful You can pocket that cash and save it for a trip.
Here are a few date that don’t cost any money and could actually help you get to know that person better:
- Trip to the library: A trip to the library will help you find out what type of literature your date is into. I love reading, and if my date is an avid reader like I am, his reading interest may be a great conversation starter.
- Check out the local Saturday market: This is one of my faves. On Saturday morning there is a community market that has an array of activities available, that’s all free. You can check out the locally grown fruit and veggie, while getting to know what your date like and dislike(you may get hints on favorite meals etc). You can also try bake goods while walking and talking.
- late night walk on the beach: this by far is my favorite. Usually the beach houses novelty stores, bars and cool little activities that are mostly free. Water puts me at ease and makes me totally relaxed, so that will make the conversation flow.
- Check out this video where Male Translation podcast talks about dating with out using money, and let me know your thoughts.
Ever had a dream so vivid and poetic, when you wake up you body is still reacting?
Well I had a dream like that this morning..
I went to bed at some what of a decent time, then i get this random call around 1:30 asking if I was sleep. Umm Sir sleep is what people do at 1 am.. unless you are working the graveyard shift or hooking.. I do neither.
So I couldn’t fall back asleep until 4:30.. That’s when I had the dream.. I’m feeling all weirded out reminiscing.
OK.. the setting was in Africa.. I had on minimal cloth clothing, kind of living off the land.. and I was MARRIED! .. yeah.. it was like i was in a theater looking at my self.
So my husband was this chocolate, powerful, regal, bald head King. I’m getting excited typing it!.. We basically ruled this little country and he took me where ever he went. We made love is some of the weirdest, scenic and romantic places..It was sweet and sensual lol and it started to get a lil risqué at that point. I was enjoying it.
Then I freaking woke up! I was like mannnn.. NOOOOO!! i wanna go back to sleep!
I miss him
I love the song late nights and early morning.. shoot I’ve experienced some in the pass few weeks that i wouldn’t trade for the world..
But I’m now experiencing the work side of it.
And I don’t like it.
With my business growing leaps and bounds these last few months.. with my job going through tremendous changes these last 6 months I don’t have enough time in the day!
I am exhausted.. like seriously.
In order to satisfy both my career and business I have to give up some of my nights and my mornings to stay above water. The sacrifice is real!..
but it worth it!
Why can’t life be less complicated?
Everyone want to be love, but don’t give it.
Should the truth really hurt?
Love is a 2way street.. but most of the time it feels like a dead end.
Why doesn’t anyone believe in romance anymore?
Why didn’t i really save alot of money on my car insurance?
I laugh when I hear guys say “what’s up homie/ Bro”
But will turn around and call us thugs in a second.
I cringe when they laugh at our big lips and derriere.
But turn around and spend thousands on injections and augmentations.
I’m baffled when they say our skin is too dark.
But they spend hundreds tanning to get darker complexions.
There is a clear line between appreciation and appropriation…
Would you let a step parent discipline your child?
How to find a healthy balance? Between life/ parenting/work?
I’m struggling with that now.